I'm vain and love being the center of attention. Flattery will get you a few steps forward. I'm girly and open minded, and despite my extreme vanity, I often have a bad self image. I am a walking paradox. I'm skeptical about the whole meeting people online. I'm way too picky in real life for it to be any kind of success online. I own up to my faults, and I love me all the more for it. I may be vain, but I'm also a very loving and giving person. I've had a long road of bad experiences with giving myself too much, and I have reached the point where I don't feel I should have to sacrifice my happiness for another. I'm going to live my damn life the way I want to, and I don't need people around me to decide what's important, or have a significant other for me to devote my life to. I am devoted to me, and if you can't handle that, well, too bad. I am who I am and I don't make apologies for myself. I must maintain that bit of optimism though. Be brave ye wayward souls, I am a fierce beast.
And, just for clarification: I acknowledge that others find me attractive, beautiful and sexy. I don't see it really, I think I'm pretty, but nothing spectacular. I take good pictures, but in general I'm pretty average looking, and I'm still not sure why I get all this attention. Ergo the rampant insecurity. I love the attention, don't get me wrong, I just don't think I really believe that I'm as fantabulous as everyone seems to think I am. I'm just a normal geeky girl, y'all.